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I’m unstoppable. I guess, being ignored by the system since I was 18 years old transformed me into someone who wants to make positive change to a system that doesn’t work anymore. But it took years of betrayal, ignorance, lies, abuse, misunderstanding, for me to transform into who I always was. I was an INFJ.…
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Well mental health services I’ve been to war many times before and made it out. But then my brain changed forever. I never wanted to be a sigma INFJ. Or experience PTSD attacks. I liked being an average INFJ. I don’t want to be “unique” or “scientifically impossible”. But I am. And that’s my truth.…
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Why have you woken us up? It can’t be a coincidence that young people all over the world are having spiritual awakenings: no wonder why my CPTSD hit me at the same time. The thing is I was born with my ADHD – it’s all over my childhood paperwork since birth. The system just decided…
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I died this year. I lost myself. But that’s because my brain is now officially an adult. My mums brain changed at the age of 32. That’s when scientists realised that’s the age adolescence ends in recent studies. So if you’ve gone through childhood trauma that has been severe, your brain will change at age…
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He could have killed me. He just externally triggered my memories from England with his letter because after I experienced an abusive incident in 2018, it happened the same way – I kept asking for help and services were sending me away saying it was BPD when I had PTSD symptoms at the time and…
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I still can’t eat despite loving food. Have globus sensation. But I brought a lot of soups today and mash so that should keep me going alongside my liquid food. I would buy smoothies but they’re like £5 in the shop now. And I’ll need about 6 a day. I might get a wholesale of…
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So the mental health team will be waiting a long time for me to be their version of stable. 1. They don’t know me. 2. They don’t listen. 3. They spin their own version of lies to damage my brain even more. That’s something that’s so cruel, you can’t trust people like that. I’m grateful…
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My brain is still not functioning properly, but I’m having less PTSD attacks which is a start. But I was misdiagnosed with BPD and had that label used against me since a young age in England so I couldn’t get the help on time. It’s a shame they’re allowed to do that to be honest.…
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I’m damaged for life. Autism and ADHD run in my family, it’s genetic – my dad has ADHD, my brother has it. It’s rare in the girls in my family. I can only hope it’s not, but I can’t drive I lost my executive functioning since 2018, more than before, but tbh, I had difficulties…
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I am not amused. I keep laughing and rocking. I don’t like it. It’s not comfortable at all. My biggest fear was having bipolar when I read up on it on my psychology degree before my PTSD attacks started. Luckily for me I got a 1st in the bipolar disorder exam just by describing my…
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CPTSD/Disorders of extreme stress not otherwise specified 