These emotional flashbacks are hard to deal with to be honest. It’s all new to me the intensity of them.

It’s so hard.

I need to get out this toxic town tbh. All they do is hurt people. It’s hard enough going through so many ptsd attacks alone and people around you laughing at you saying “narcissistic” – when you actually were born with ADHD because I have the childhood paperwork to prove it.

I just have no where to go.

How some of these people get diagnosed with it I will never know.

I didn’t ask to get CPTSD though. How can I be narcissistic when I have no intention of being successful and have sat in my room for 5 months having ptsd attacks and like to be alone.

Yeah makes sense.

Oh well, I won my court case so at least I can get the right help for myself.


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