CPTSD/Disorders of extreme stress not otherwise specified

I’m unstoppable.

I guess, being ignored by the system since I was 18 years old transformed me into someone who wants to make positive change to a system that doesn’t work anymore.

But it took years of betrayal, ignorance, lies, abuse, misunderstanding, for me to transform into who I always was. I was an INFJ. I’m now a sigma INFJ-t.

My personality was shaped by trauma. Which means, there’s a chance I could heal my brain from the CPTSD.

But I was the nice kid, the nice adult who let people walk all over me, until I broke. I let people abuse me. Until I developed PTSD in 2018.

Now I have CPTSD and going through a spiritual awakening.

Figuring out who I really am, for the first time in my life.

And I’m going to make sure this mental health system changes so other people don’t have to go through 1000’s of appointments for the correct mental health help.

Science will have to analyse me. If they want to find out why INFJ’s are like this and find out who we really are. Where we come from. It’s a genetic mutation. One that shouldn’t have happened a very long time ago.

This is only the beginning.