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  • January 21, 2026

    Me last year was a different vibe, if I got through the worst of abuse in 2018, I can make it through again, then at least I’ll only have the neurodivergence and CPTSD I’ll be struggling with. Not the dissociative PTSD.

    I can now analyse people as I’ve developed differentiated consciousness. I see beneath people, through people’s minds.

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  • January 21, 2026

    This isn’t funny. Un programme me. Please. I don’t want to be a civilian soldier.

    Come on, it’s been 7 years. It’s not funny.

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  • January 21, 2026

    My eyes and hands keep twitching I feel sick I don’t want to die from the long term effects of abuse. I don’t want to die at all. I’m just stuck. Because what happened to me in 2018 has happened to me again by Steve Cargill in the mental health team labelling it as BPD.…

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  • January 21, 2026

    I’m going to die from the long term effects of emotional abuse and I don’t know what to do.

    The man who emotionally abused me in 2018 told me “no one will believe you” it will get diagnosed as BPD anyway. He would know wouldn’t he, being in the army. Thanks. I feel like going down there, grabbing him and saying “you go tell Scotland the truth so I can heal myself”. How about…

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  • January 21, 2026

    BPD affects 0.6% of the population because it’s dissociative PTSD. EUPD is rejection sensitivity dysphoria, NOT BPD.

    I’ve been to many BPD groups and whilst there, having ADHD myself, I could only see myself surrounded by neurodivergents with rejection sensitivity dysphoria. There were one or two people with real BPD (dissociative PTSD) like me, but I realised when they changed the labels and watching other peoples experiences of getting diagnosed with EUPD…

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  • January 21, 2026

    I’m trying to find a trauma focused therapist in my area so i can recover but struggling to.

    I literally just cried on my floor. I just want me back. The fact that a man at the mental health team can do that to an abused woman is disturbing. I’ve been abused by enough men in my life. I know what they do to women. I’ve been there. I came back from that…

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  • January 21, 2026

    Waiting for Steve Cargill to lose everything like I had to because of PTSD in 2018 now I have CPTSD. Only then he will know what PTSD feels like.

    Never mess with a woman who:

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  • January 21, 2026

    Things NHS Highland want me to accept that’s my fault.

    5. Chronic neglect. 6. Ignoring my ADHD. 7. Medical gaslighting and chronic distress. Why should I trust them? Steve Cargill is a womaniser. He obviously abuses women. It’s quite clear or he wouldn’t have lied on his letter about me. You need to go. Men like you belong locked up in a room with no…

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  • January 21, 2026

    NHS Highland are still refusing me the treatment I need. Steve Cargill is.

    They’re still refusing it. So I’ll be posting my ptsd attacks as they come on this blog then taking it further. I think they’ve done enough damage to me intentionally. They can’t be trusted.

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  • January 21, 2026

    This makes no sense at all.

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