CPTSD/Disorders of extreme stress not otherwise specified

I know I was born with ADHD but I’ve never like been violent, or hurt people etc. I’ve never publicly any of this until I developed CPTSD a few months ago, and my sigma INFJ tried to connect the patterns and the dots and try and find solutions to prevent issues like this. Severe mental health issues.

So my mum was the NPD not my dad.

I went counselling a few years ago and I was talking about my childhood experiences and they said “do both of your parents have ADHD?”

It got me thinking.

I’ve had PTSD attacks. So NPD and BPD are neurodivergents?

That’s why the younger generation have CPTSD.

But here’s the thing, like I was fighting to try fix my head from prolonged psychological manipulation for years and I was pushed away by every service.

I was born with ADHD. It was rare in the 90’s. I had support in all my education and then when I turned 18 they stopped.

Now I’m trapped with CPTSD.

I need to get my dad in for an assessment so I don’t lose my mind anymore.

My mum is a BPD. This is what I don’t understand.

I was raised by two sociopaths? But what if they weren’t sociopaths?

What if they just had untreated and undiagnosed ADHD?

I’m a sigma INFJ. Which is why I suddenly these abilities to connect patterns. But I need to do the BPD test on my dad. I just need to word the PD test so he’ll answer it.

But he’s ADHD and so is my mum. What?

How does any of this make any sense? That’s why people were calling me a narcissist. But I did the NPD test and I didn’t meet the criteria. I met criteria for 7 personality disorders, but not Antisocial or NPD and only 2 traits of BPD. Recently.

Someone figure this out. If my dad publicises his court case, he’s got in touch with filmmakers and they’ve agreed to do it – I’m being dragged into it, we can find out.

We might find a solution to these issues that we all struggle with.

I’m not dividing or plotting one against the other, these are serious conditions that need support the sooner the better.

I don’t think either NPD/BPD are sociopaths.

I think they just had untreated ADHD- and the CPTSD is from the trauma hence they all look eerily similar which is another reason why they shouldn’t be cutting ADHD assessments. It’s dangerous.

If people assess my records since birth I showed all the traits of inattentive ADHD. I just couldn’t get diagnosed despite meeting the criteria, and then I developed PTSD attacks for the first time in 2018 and I have new CPTSD symptoms.

I’m just trying to find solutions guys, not out or expose people.

I need to try heal myself from prolonged trauma that neither parent wanted for me. And get support for my neurodivergence before things can escalate. 💔

I think the INFJ is CPTSD. That’s what makes the personality type. You have two parents with ADHD. one has to have BPD the other has to have NPD.

That’s what creates it.

That’s why Sia posted that comment about BPD and has Autism and CPTSD like me. We both had parents who are neurodivergent and have NPD and BPD.

But my recent ex is really good to me, regardless whether he had NPD or BPD or not. I don’t discriminate. I just judge people on the way they treat me.

This is partly why my ex is now a trigger, not because of him. He’s done nothing wrong to me and he knows he hasn’t.

He’s undiagnosed ADHD. He just needed support when he was younger. It’s simple science. And because I have ADHD, that’s why we have a unique relationship. Okay I get it now. 🧫

Well psychology, NPD and BPD were just unsupported neurodivergents that ended up traumatised.