CPTSD/Disorders of extreme stress not otherwise specified

I just want my brain to function again so I can just sit and read books. It feels like a head injury.

I feel guilty about what I was posting on here about others, especially Steve my psychiatric nurse. Or was.

I’ve lost my chance at ever finding love again. I’ve never been loved in my life. Not properly. I don’t think it even exists.

My brain is too numb and won’t stay in the present moment.

I’ve messed my whole life up. It’s over.

There’s nothing I can do about it.

When CPTSD was put under BPD previously, they did say it’s one of the most painful mental health conditions to have.

With all the flashbacks, they weren’t joking.

All the symptoms are in the PTSD workbook anyway.

Women are just hated by men in general.