writing
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“In the 1800s, the concept of bipolar disorder—then largely known as “manic-depressive insanity” or “melancholia”— became increasingly associated with creativity, particularly through the lens of the Romantic movement, which viewed extreme emotions and mental struggles as signs of genius. While not formally defined in modern terms, the intense, alternating mood states of individuals in that…
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So my CPTSD is new. My first PTSD attacks were in 2018. My timeline went all wrong. Everything just came up at once when I entered the ni-ti loop. So it really was England who destroyed my brain by telling the police to ignore me in 2018? Right. Okay. I understand why they like to…
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Have you ever been through things so traumatic, that not only did they embed themselves in your biological make up, but you suddenly developed what scientists can’t explain? 1. Pattern recognition/supernatural abilities. 2. A sudden profound knowledge of psychology you have never even researched? 3. An immense writing ability? 4. Is bipolar disorder type 1…
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The one thing that’s hard about all this is not the betrayal by the very people who should be supporting us, but the brick wall you’re in within your brain. The brain feels like it’s damaged. I’ve had stutters in speech, pacing, outbursts of emotion, and multiple symptoms. I’m not even a whistleblower. I had…
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Volcanic eruptions and violent storms Unhealed traumas in physical form An unstable mood which swings from high to low Where you relive traumatic events only you know. Heavy hail and frozen snow, From the next icicle of your next anger blow. Triggered by a reminder of what hurt your soul, Your brain reacts – your…