trauma
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The future is cooked mate. It’s a fried egg on steroids.
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I didn’t know that he was making me endure so much suffering to transform me. I didn’t know. Even my recent ex partner had no clue what was going on. He said “I don’t know what this is, but it’s not BPD”. Then came the ultimate collapse. The CPTSD. He said he’s never met a…
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I distanced myself and split up from my ex when I knew my brain would change forever. Unfortunately I shouldn’t have studied psychology or I’d never know although I didn’t do too well in the degree. I only got a 1st in developmental disorders like Autism and schools of psychotherapy. Jungian theory. Welcome to CPTSD.…
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Have you ever been through things so traumatic, that not only did they embed themselves in your biological make up, but you suddenly developed what scientists can’t explain? 1. Pattern recognition/supernatural abilities. 2. A sudden profound knowledge of psychology you have never even researched? 3. An immense writing ability? 4. Is bipolar disorder type 1…
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I will admit, I thought my life was over in 2018. I was so so frightened. So scared. I was getting the same level of discrimination from mental health services I am experiencing now, and it lead me nearly end my life. I had a nice social worker though who prompted me to take Sertraline…
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The one thing that’s hard about all this is not the betrayal by the very people who should be supporting us, but the brick wall you’re in within your brain. The brain feels like it’s damaged. I’ve had stutters in speech, pacing, outbursts of emotion, and multiple symptoms. I’m not even a whistleblower. I had…
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Despite suffering intensively with the flashbacks and the brain changes, I went into episodes of bursts of laughter pacing, losing my memory, constant thoughts of feeling stuck and wanting survival in my head. People just say “it looks like BPD and we can’t be bothered with attention seekers” hence I have no support network. And…
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There’s a general misconception that people with BPD and CPTSD lie about being abused. This is incorrect. Psychologists were warned years ago not to throw around the label BPD, before CPTSD was added into the ICD, as they are normally victims of prolonged trauma, whereas BPD is more relational to a specific trauma – more…
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When you’re broken by the system, don’t forget to leave your legacy and change the system for better. For everyone. That’s true meaning of power. No one understands me. I’m avoidant. Have PTSD attacks. Trauma states. And last night I was told, but it’s BPD. Well you really need to go back and study psychology…
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I’m going to make sure the mental health system changes so what happened to me doesn’t happen to anyone else. If you want to survive without getting arrested I have some tips:
CPTSD/Disorders of extreme stress not otherwise specified 