psychology – CPTSD/Disorders of extreme stress not otherwise specified

February 1, 2026

Hemingway: I need you right now. Get yourself out of the grave and come help me.

I am not amused. I keep laughing and rocking. I don’t like it. It’s not comfortable at all. My biggest fear was having bipolar when I read up on it on my psychology degree before my PTSD attacks started. Luckily for me I got a 1st in the bipolar disorder exam just by describing my…

I thought I was bipolar since the age of 9 when I had my first poem published in a book, because I’d go to the library quite a lot. Was I right? I was born neurodivergent and if it really was bipolar then it’s connected with creative expression and ADHD and the INFJ personality type. I kept telling the mental health team I had bipolar in England since I was a teenager. They said “no you don’t, people don’t know they have it”.

So my CPTSD is new. My first PTSD attacks were in 2018. My timeline went all wrong. Everything just came up at once when I entered the ni-ti loop. So it really was England who destroyed my brain by telling the police to ignore me in 2018? Right. Okay. I understand why they like to…

Differentiated consciousness – The curse of survival.

Have you ever been through things so traumatic, that not only did they embed themselves in your biological make up, but you suddenly developed what scientists can’t explain? 1. Pattern recognition/supernatural abilities. 2. A sudden profound knowledge of psychology you have never even researched? 3. An immense writing ability? 4. Is bipolar disorder type 1…