mental-health
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He was never misogynistic. He was abused by his mother, so women became the external triggers, and he didn’t realise why. He didn’t know at the time what he was dealing with. But I know. I’m against fascism, racism, have the same views as Hemingway, but you can’t trust an NHS system that took your…
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Thinking back to my childhood, I didn’t think at first I had experienced much. Older men above the age of 18 had sex with me when I was a child, I was raped, I witnessed continuous domestic abuse between both parents, bullying, psychological abuse within the family, and many more traumatic events that shaped me…
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2018. Imaging NHS Scotland breaking a woman down, ignoring the professionals in 2018, allowing the emergency services to try and save me from my PTSD attacks whilst they sat and did nothing at the mental health team. The only psychiatrist there who can be trusted is the one who picked up my CPTSD. The rest…
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You try living with it. You wouldn’t even survive it. Don’t even dare try and bring me down. I’ll always fight for my health and survival. Don’t think I’ll let a system betray me because I won’t. Maybe being neurodivergent and having CPTSD is a good combination after all.
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I attended the distress brief intervention so I can calm down the troublesome behaviours associated with both types of my PTSD recently. It was helpful so I could stabilise a little better before doing trauma work with my CPN and social worker. I was born autistic too. But people always say “you don’t look autistic”.…
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What does betrayal mean to me? Betrayal is spending the young years of your life fighting for your health, wanting nothing more than to survive whilst having a label used against you. Your health becomes at risk at this point because as soon as you have a stigmatising label on your records, it’s always there.…
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Spiritual awakenings can be scary. 6000 people experience this a year across the globe. If you’re suffering right now, you’re not alone. You’re just waking up. ❤️
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Carl Jung explained it. When you’re the daughter of a narcissistic parent, the universe subjects and attracts you to these type of people until you undergo what is called the 12 stages of a spiritual awakening. Spiritual awakenings sound all fun and games, but it’s supposed to be the most painful process a living human…
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I hope I’m strong enough. Let’s trial it. The sertraline will be the last result. I’ve ordered the therapy books, Carl Jung books. I’m ready for the process of individuation as an INFJ. Just like Miss Miller. It’s supposed to be the most painful process a human can face at its core. Am I strong…
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I sometimes wonder if they can change the descriptions. From the daughter of a father with NPD he meets 8/9 traits. I meet 2 traits. Learned traits. But I also have CPTSD from my father. My mum wasn’t the bad one, she reacted and then developed CPTSD herself, but I just grew up thinking it…
CPTSD/Disorders of extreme stress not otherwise specified 