mental-health

  • The one thing that’s hard about all this is not the betrayal by the very people who should be supporting us, but the brick wall you’re in within your brain. The brain feels like it’s damaged. I’ve had stutters in speech, pacing, outbursts of emotion, and multiple symptoms. I’m not even a whistleblower. I had…

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  • Despite suffering intensively with the flashbacks and the brain changes, I went into episodes of bursts of laughter pacing, losing my memory, constant thoughts of feeling stuck and wanting survival in my head. People just say “it looks like BPD and we can’t be bothered with attention seekers” hence I have no support network. And…

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  • There’s a general misconception that people with BPD and CPTSD lie about being abused. This is incorrect. Psychologists were warned years ago not to throw around the label BPD, before CPTSD was added into the ICD, as they are normally victims of prolonged trauma, whereas BPD is more relational to a specific trauma – more…

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  • I keep going into spiritual crisis and have CPTSD alongside. My dad has Narcissistic Personality Disorder. Through no fault of his own. He’s the only person in his family with it alongside his ADHD. DESNOS isn’t common. But it’s causing me extreme issues at the moment and mental health services won’t understand it because it’s…

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  • What does CPTSD feel like?

    Imagine your body being trapped in a state of survival, fearing death constantly, having multiple physical symptoms including a brain that feels stuck in time, where you have to vividly remember your traumatic events whilst swinging between highs and lows, pacing, not knowing what day it is, forgetting things, intrusive thoughts, nightmares, night terrors, which…

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  • When you’re broken by the system, don’t forget to leave your legacy and change the system for better. For everyone. That’s true meaning of power. No one understands me. I’m avoidant. Have PTSD attacks. Trauma states. And last night I was told, but it’s BPD. Well you really need to go back and study psychology…

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  • To the people of Scotland

    I’m going to make sure the mental health system changes so what happened to me doesn’t happen to anyone else. If you want to survive without getting arrested I have some tips:

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  • Bipolar disorder type 1 associated with creativity is a brain illness. It’s not like other types of bipolar disorder and has a strong correlation with trauma and can be triggered externally. It’s a health issue that you’re more likely to have if you were born with Autism or ADHD and experienced trauma. It has a…

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  • You shouldn’t have to go through hurdles to get the correct support for your needs. You shouldn’t have to experience gaslighting and discrimination which distorts your perception of reality to stand up for your mental health rights. You shouldn’t have to suffer from the after effects of emotional abuse and have it labelled as your…

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  • I’ve just realised today that NHS Highland really are covering up the CPTSD to try and trigger anger in me because they know they’re at fault. It’s hard to deal with your second ever PTSD crisis that has lead to CPTSD when people who are supposed to help you are bringing you down only to…

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