INFJ
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The one thing that’s hard about all this is not the betrayal by the very people who should be supporting us, but the brick wall you’re in within your brain. The brain feels like it’s damaged. I’ve had stutters in speech, pacing, outbursts of emotion, and multiple symptoms. I’m not even a whistleblower. I had…
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Despite suffering intensively with the flashbacks and the brain changes, I went into episodes of bursts of laughter pacing, losing my memory, constant thoughts of feeling stuck and wanting survival in my head. People just say “it looks like BPD and we can’t be bothered with attention seekers” hence I have no support network. And…
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I keep going into spiritual crisis and have CPTSD alongside. My dad has Narcissistic Personality Disorder. Through no fault of his own. He’s the only person in his family with it alongside his ADHD. DESNOS isn’t common. But it’s causing me extreme issues at the moment and mental health services won’t understand it because it’s…
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I’m going to make sure the mental health system changes so what happened to me doesn’t happen to anyone else. If you want to survive without getting arrested I have some tips:
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Born with ADHD, I finally accept me. Except abuse changed my brain effortlessly. Insomnia and rage creeps up out of nowhere, Fighting for help is hard, when no one cares. I used to be happy, have friends and be free, Now I know I’ve lost myself and no one can see. I have to fight…
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Volcanic eruptions and violent storms Unhealed traumas in physical form An unstable mood which swings from high to low Where you relive traumatic events only you know. Heavy hail and frozen snow, From the next icicle of your next anger blow. Triggered by a reminder of what hurt your soul, Your brain reacts – your…
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Did you know INFJ’s are so rare that you have more chance of being hit by lightning than meeting one in real life. It’s because they’ve managed to overcome obstacles in childhood that would have destroyed and killed any other person. But they can break. And it takes a very long time to piece them…
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If I knew what I know now, I’d have stayed single completely. As men have always been a trigger for my CPTSD, my body was slowly deteriorating until its ultimate collapse and now I’ve developed gynaecological issues as a result like extreme pain during sex, infertility, etc. If only I wasn’t raped or sexually abused…
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This is separate to my CPTSD and PTSD. Being born AuDHD I had to learn to mask from a very early age because ASD and ADHD runs in my family but it’s rare in the girls, but every one of the boys have it. We can go into an NI-TI loop. It feels like a…
CPTSD/Disorders of extreme stress not otherwise specified 