Ernest Hemingway

  • I’ve always wondered this. People used to say “you can’t have ptsd symptoms if you can write” – whilst reading Ernest Hemingway’s books and claiming he was one of the best writers of all time. I just blink and think, you have to be kidding me right? The hypocrisy deceives you. You aren’t half that…

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  • Me and Hemingway know our “bipolar” was caused by trauma. And it’s CPTSD. Steve Cargill had to externally trigger me for me to know. We know that now. I’m with you Hemingway. Don’t worry I’ll bring down the corruption with the system and fight for injustice for you.

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  • He was never misogynistic. He was abused by his mother, so women became the external triggers, and he didn’t realise why. He didn’t know at the time what he was dealing with. But I know. I’m against fascism, racism, have the same views as Hemingway, but you can’t trust an NHS system that took your…

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  • Thinking back to my childhood, I didn’t think at first I had experienced much. Older men above the age of 18 had sex with me when I was a child, I was raped, I witnessed continuous domestic abuse between both parents, bullying, psychological abuse within the family, and many more traumatic events that shaped me…

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  • The pain behind his words: He was destroyed for speaking up about his trauma. He went into waves of outburst of emotion, after experiencing so much, but we had a similar childhood experience. He had rapid cycling bipolar symptoms, and see the doctor multiple times for physical ailments. The thing about Hemingway is, he never…

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  • I’m trying decider skills today.

    I think the system is the problem. We will need to fix that in a positive way somehow. I managed to clean some of my room for the first time in months earlier. In between the CPTSD attacks. Why did Highland Council externally triggered my mania back when I was trying to focus on the…

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  • To analyse his quote into context from the same mind who understands, what Hemingway really means is, he looks okay on the outside, but inside – his brain was inner turmoil that bled his past traumas on to the page. Everyone forgot I was suffering too. Hemingway’s brain changed. He went through the CPTSD catastrophic…

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  • The Vulnerable Narcissist

    Living with a dad with real NPD, and ADHD, I had to learn at a very young age to tread on eggshells. When I exposed my crisis, I also wanted to see what others perceptions of me were when they saw the CPTSD attacks, mixed with the rapid cycling bipolar symptoms. I encountered the word…

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  • His childhood is very similar to mine. He was assumed to be narcissistic. Because of his hunting, fishing, but what if he really was ADHD/CPTSD like me? Besides; that doesn’t make any sense considering you can have people who are not narcissistic who hunt and fish. What if? I thought about this recently. My recent…

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  • Do they know CPTSD at all?

    The police said they need evidence. I’m publicly posting evidence. Not out of spite, but because I am tired of having to defend myself when I’ve stood on my own two feet in life. Ernest Hemingway is the only person I can trust. He was broken by the system too. He was scared. He was…

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