BPD
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So my CPTSD is new. My first PTSD attacks were in 2018. My timeline went all wrong. Everything just came up at once when I entered the ni-ti loop. So it really was England who destroyed my brain by telling the police to ignore me in 2018? Right. Okay. I understand why they like to…
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I’m questioning in myself how to do that, because although I know I’m not ready to relive my traumatic events they are currently coming to the surface of my mind involuntarily which is creating a state of constant survival and senses everyone as a danger. It’s easier to do that as an INFJ, but when…
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So everyone’s helping me now, but I have to get back to baseline to be able to go through trauma therapy. I ended up sleeping when I came home, but I’m following the advice from those who have experienced profound trauma in their lives and risen above the surface whilst also writing to try and…
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Have you ever been through things so traumatic, that not only did they embed themselves in your biological make up, but you suddenly developed what scientists can’t explain? 1. Pattern recognition/supernatural abilities. 2. A sudden profound knowledge of psychology you have never even researched? 3. An immense writing ability? 4. Is bipolar disorder type 1…
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I will admit, I thought my life was over in 2018. I was so so frightened. So scared. I was getting the same level of discrimination from mental health services I am experiencing now, and it lead me nearly end my life. I had a nice social worker though who prompted me to take Sertraline…
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The one thing that’s hard about all this is not the betrayal by the very people who should be supporting us, but the brick wall you’re in within your brain. The brain feels like it’s damaged. I’ve had stutters in speech, pacing, outbursts of emotion, and multiple symptoms. I’m not even a whistleblower. I had…
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Despite suffering intensively with the flashbacks and the brain changes, I went into episodes of bursts of laughter pacing, losing my memory, constant thoughts of feeling stuck and wanting survival in my head. People just say “it looks like BPD and we can’t be bothered with attention seekers” hence I have no support network. And…
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There’s a general misconception that people with BPD and CPTSD lie about being abused. This is incorrect. Psychologists were warned years ago not to throw around the label BPD, before CPTSD was added into the ICD, as they are normally victims of prolonged trauma, whereas BPD is more relational to a specific trauma – more…
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You shouldn’t have to go through hurdles to get the correct support for your needs. You shouldn’t have to experience gaslighting and discrimination which distorts your perception of reality to stand up for your mental health rights. You shouldn’t have to suffer from the after effects of emotional abuse and have it labelled as your…
CPTSD/Disorders of extreme stress not otherwise specified 