bipolar disorder
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The one thing that’s hard about all this is not the betrayal by the very people who should be supporting us, but the brick wall you’re in within your brain. The brain feels like it’s damaged. I’ve had stutters in speech, pacing, outbursts of emotion, and multiple symptoms. I’m not even a whistleblower. I had…
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Bipolar disorder type 1 associated with creativity is a brain illness. It’s not like other types of bipolar disorder and has a strong correlation with trauma and can be triggered externally. It’s a health issue that you’re more likely to have if you were born with Autism or ADHD and experienced trauma. It has a…
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Volcanic eruptions and violent storms Unhealed traumas in physical form An unstable mood which swings from high to low Where you relive traumatic events only you know. Heavy hail and frozen snow, From the next icicle of your next anger blow. Triggered by a reminder of what hurt your soul, Your brain reacts – your…
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I wrote this poem about what it feels like living with dissociative PTSD (BPD) from childhood that comes and goes. On top of my CPTSD. CPTSD was a label created for abused women with BPD and a history of prolonged trauma with PTSD attacks. Basically everything I experienced – unfortunately, NHS Highland refused me trauma…
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Me and Hemingway know our “bipolar” was caused by trauma. And it’s CPTSD. Steve Cargill had to externally trigger me for me to know. We know that now. I’m with you Hemingway. Don’t worry I’ll bring down the corruption with the system and fight for injustice for you.
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I have it alongside my trauma and CPTSD. Hemingway probably did too. Type 1 has less suicidal thoughts, and the lows last for short periods of time so it gets missed.
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I need to try and come out the manic episode on top of the CPTSD/PTSD right now. I need to pick up my sertraline tomorrow but it will make the mania worse if I’m in a manic episode even if it will control my PTSD. So it’s dangerous to take just now. So I have…
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I never go shopping, very rarely. But today I went sale shopping. To see how I’d manage back outside, whether I’ll go into my emotional flashbacks and PTSD attacks. I was hoping the PTSD attacks would pass by themselves. I nearly did. I had to hold it in. So I don’t stay outside very long.…
CPTSD/Disorders of extreme stress not otherwise specified 