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I got asked by the mental health team today how I know my dad has NPD. He has a pervasive pattern of all 9 NPD traits and said if he wasn’t on medication he would have murdered someone by now. But he also has ADHD. Yeah, they won’t understand. It’s a rare condition that affects…
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I tried to do the necessary things. Advocate for myself. Unfortunately, spiritual awakenings are so powerfully painful for an INFJ that it can kill them. You’re not positive one moment and negative the next. You’re constantly fighting for survival. Fighting for peace. Within yourself. I needed trauma therapy to help guide me through the process,…
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I’m taking you on my journey with me through the soul of a tortured mind. A world of possibilities awaits, but only for those who can confront the painful parts of themselves. When you rise above that you become someone even you was not prepared for. A spiritual awakening is not a quiet experience. It’s…
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Then CPTSD hit me like a ton of bricks and I was rejected the one thing that could help me in these difficult moments; trauma therapy. When you trust too much, when you find that the mental health teams just do not want to help you, you walk away. There’s no malice. There’s no revenge.…
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I didn’t know that he was making me endure so much suffering to transform me. I didn’t know. Even my recent ex partner had no clue what was going on. He said “I don’t know what this is, but it’s not BPD”. Then came the ultimate collapse. The CPTSD. He said he’s never met a…
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So that’s why I developed CPTSD recently. It taught me a life lesson. A lesson that I couldn’t advocate for myself for trauma therapy to guide me through the spiritual awakening process. But I know, despite the healing journey never being linear, that I will survive. And my brain will heal itself. I have CPTSD…