CPTSD/Disorders of extreme stress not otherwise specified

I’ll record the ptsd attacks and put them on here when they start up again. I’m rocking back and forth at the moment. So it’s coming. How many times do I have to go through this Carl Jung? I was definitely not ready for my spiritual awakening. Here it goes…again.

Read more →

January 15, 2026

CPTSD is not a game. Look up disorders of extreme stress not otherwise specified. I don’t know what game you’re playing at.

Read more →

January 15, 2026

How I feel today.

I feel numb. I feel angry. I feel like I shouldn’t trust men. I wanted to trust Steve Cargill but he took my traumas and broke me more than I already was. He’s not the one with the long lasting effects. I know my brain is now permanently damaged and there’s nothing I can do…

Read more →

January 15, 2026

When my CPTSD was covered up by Steve Cargill, for a second time AFTER I was sectioned and they picked it up. You horrible horrible man. Don’t you dare write lies down about me when the emergency services have had to watch my ptsd attacks and Raigmore hospital. What do you have to say for yourself? Don’t you dare try and blame me for my prolonged abuse and suffering. You betrayed me.

Read more →