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  • January 16, 2026

    Well…this is where the next step of my healing has only just begun… new book arrived.

    Who needs the mental health team when you have Amazon?

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  • January 16, 2026

    When Patrick said “Steven might not know who you are, but I do”.

    Thanks for reminding me who I am. You’re right. He didn’t know who I was. And neither did I. Till now. The police are just sitting there with their tea and their popcorn waiting for my traumatic memories to come back. They’re loving you for triggering it all back in the first place btw. Especially…

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  • January 16, 2026

    Sudden lactose intolerance and the link with childhood trauma.

    I developed sudden lactose intolerance a few years ago without understanding why. I decided to buy a hot drink with lactose in it and I’ve got strong stomach pain and it’s going crazy. So that explains my IBS then. Maybe Steve knew this and that’s what he was trying to cover up. I don’t know.…

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  • January 16, 2026

    I’ve created a new diagnostic criteria for CPTSD based on personal experiences and my own symptoms of trauma I have.. It’s incomplete but helps me manage my thoughts.

    Interested in others opinions? Thank you. I’ll probably forgive Steve eventually, when I’m not flashbacking into my childhood traumas, but the mental health the team really need to give me a break. I’ve gone through quite enough. I need support. Not judgement. But if he keeps the BPD diagnosis on there it’s going to cause…

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  • January 16, 2026

    The scared child

    I just threw myself back to the age of 3 being scared and crying with intense fear. This is awful. I’m so mad at Steve. He was supposed to be a man I could trust. When I say please don’t trigger the ptsd, I really mean that. You don’t understand CPTSD, it’s not the same…

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  • January 16, 2026

    The ambulance service came out to me yesterday. It was my fault. I need to do an experiment but I need to find a man to do the experiment with me.

    I went into ptsd attacks when working through the PTSD workbook. It wasn’t pleasant. They advised it’s good I’m doing it, but I can’t do it on my own and need to try distract myself in the present moment. The police came out to check on me as well, although that was unintentional. I’ve used…

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  • January 16, 2026

    I have two things at once playing tennis match in my brain right now.

    It’s so exhausting. Why do men have to be so mean to me? I hate going into random outbursts of laughter and a headache and then dissociative PTSD symptoms. On top of being an INFJ and having AuDHD it’s incredibly exhausting. My poor brain. I hate betrayal. It really affects me. Especially when you trust…

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  • January 16, 2026

    My brain is regenerating again. If it has to keep self healing itself I’m going to end up as Jesus. Can’t keep going through the regeneration process you know. Why do this to me God?

    It better get rid of the PTSD attacks again. They’re a nightmare to deal with. Literally. Excuse the pun.

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  • January 16, 2026

    The spiritually awakened INFJ.

    Steve Cargill triggered this episode. Don’t blame me. I was born an INFJ. Can’t help that. Blame by grandad who was adopted for ADHD symptoms. I have to protect my ADHD “supernatural gifts” and mask it usually in society. It’s not easy. Years ago, people like us didn’t have a moral compass hence the governments…

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  • January 16, 2026

    INFJ-t types of the world. We are back in action. We need to meet up.

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