• His childhood is very similar to mine. He was assumed to be narcissistic. Because of his hunting, fishing, but what if he really was ADHD/CPTSD like me? Besides; that doesn’t make any sense considering you can have people who are not narcissistic who hunt and fish. What if? I thought about this recently. My recent

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  • My hands are twitching as I write this. I still need to pick up my Sertraline but my body is frozen. My memory distorted. The police think I’m oriented to time and place, but I’m not. My intelligence masks that. My intelligence has also made me be declined for disability benefits and support for my

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  • Do they know CPTSD at all?

    The police said they need evidence. I’m publicly posting evidence. Not out of spite, but because I am tired of having to defend myself when I’ve stood on my own two feet in life. Ernest Hemingway is the only person I can trust. He was broken by the system too. He was scared. He was

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  • They knew. They just covered it up. They didn’t want me to find out about something but begged me to take sertraline. You may as well admit my life is ruined now. I mean, it pretty much is. Isn’t it? So why does the legal system in Scotland want me to go to court and

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  • He said he knows he has ADHD but he can’t go for an assessment because of his career as it will ruin his career due to laws and I’ll have to find another person with ADHD who is also accused of being narcissistic for my scientific studies. The only person I know is my dad.

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  • I’m hated for knowing too much. I don’t have any friends. As Ernest Hemingway said “Write what hurts and most people never listen”. Write. What. Hurts.

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  • Two opposing theories

    There’s a distinction between NPD and narcissism. I think “narcissism” is ADHD. I think NPD is a form of PTSD. I also think BPD is a form of PTSD. I think borderline traits is ADHD. Why do I think this? I mean, is there any difference? I trialled this. I went onto TikTok to see

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  • I’m fighting to survive: but I feel like I’m in a prison in my mind. I only see darkness. I don’t see anything else. I keep getting repetitive flashbacks. Of trauma. Do you ever wonder how you could go through your whole life thinking that you’ll be strong enough to cope until one day you

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  • Did I just manipulate people with ADHD/Narcissism. This is so much fun. 🤣🤣 I know a neurodivergent when I see one. I’m fixing the older generation. I’m trying over here. In between the PTSD attacks. I’m starting to wonder if my mum had undiagnosed bipolar disorder? I do speculate…

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  • He will eventually. I’ll make sure. He’s already said he only wants a peaceful life now with a support dog. Just like my brother with ADHD on his ADHD medication. I got him on a plane, he said no woman has ever been able to make him do that and he feels grateful I let

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