CPTSD/Disorders of extreme stress not otherwise specified

The question is which parent could I trust as a child? Betrayal. I hate going through this all alone. Yes I had knives held to my throat. My brain is reacting to it. So yes Steve Cargill if I had “BPD” then that means it have developed after traumatic events as a young child. So…

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I’m being serious here. I have not been able to have sex without being in such extreme pain in about 3 years. It’s horrible. And my periods have messed up too. I’ve got PMDD and that’s been getting worse along with everything else. It’s always hurting now. Always. And I’ve always had unexplained infertility. Does…

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There’s an issue here. I’m going to start randomly laughing and pacing and my brain will vibrate and they’ll see a PTSD attack. Or go into an emotional flashback. We’ve been summoned together. So now they get to see my PTSD.

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Too much trauma guys, give my wee brain a break.

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I’m just curious. 1. I don’t know if Patrick has said something because he works for the services even though he was a complete douche to me when I was in a flashback of my childhood. So it wasn’t me actually present at the time, well it was but I was living in the past…

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Have to love it though. I love being hated. It’s great.

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CPTSD is formed during your childhood. So any external trigger can send you into a crisis that can last months. Not everyone with CPTSD will have a crisis, especially if they’ve received prior support from mental health teams. I’ve never had any support from mental health teams because they always lied on my paperwork and…

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I’m not on medication yet. Slow down. It’s not me or Ernest Hemingway’s fault we survived traumatic events you know. We just had our books. Our writing to cope. You know. Yep. 👍 He was just as messed up as I am.

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What does betrayal mean to me? Betrayal

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