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I’ve lost myself. I knew it would happen again, but I thought I’d come out of it. My original plan was to prove the PTSD from the abuse in 2018, but unfortunately, my brain changed forever. I knew it was coming though. I knew the longer I couldn’t access trauma therapy my PTSD would come…
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No one understands CPTSD. No one understands it. I can’t believe they’re deliberately destroying me.
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I’ve been sitting in my room, having intense waves of fear and rocking, can’t eat. Really scared what they’ve done. It’s now irreversible. They had every opportunity to pick it up from my 2018 letters, now it’s permanent and caused long lasting damage that I can’t escape from. What do I do? Can someone help…
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Complex. Underestimated.
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And now, oh the whole country will know because my dad has NPD, and well, he will protect me if you’ve done wrong. And he knows you have. Lol. Thought you could mess with me? Hmm? How sweet of you. Sorry for my personality changes. Did you know that’s part of untreated PTSD – yeah…
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You can both stay out my life. Both as bad as each other. Tired of it. I’ll keep my INFJ personality suffer in silence with my ptsd attacks and write books like Hemingway. I won’t be told by a PD service that sexual abuse and psychological and emotional abuse is my fault. I can’t stand…
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I have hundreds of short stories, poems, creative writing pieces, because it was the expression of the pain I’d feel growing up around abuse. At least I never choose to abuse others. Nor will I ever be that person. I was refused trauma therapy; that’s why I’m angry with the MH team, because I don’t…
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So yes NHS Highlands MH team. You made me do this because I couldn’t access trauma therapy.
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CPTSD/Disorders of extreme stress not otherwise specified 