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I feel guilty about exposing the people who have abused me in life, feel guilty about letting my recent ex down as my brain automatically perceives men as a danger and a perpetrator during a crisis due to my prior emotional abuse experiences and sexual violence in childhood. I reacted against the BPD label because…
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If I knew what I know now, I’d have stayed single completely. As men have always been a trigger for my CPTSD, my body was slowly deteriorating until its ultimate collapse and now I’ve developed gynaecological issues as a result like extreme pain during sex, infertility, etc. If only I wasn’t raped or sexually abused…
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I have to stay single because I’ve been hurt repeatedly by men in childhood. And I’m not attracted to women. My nervous system always sees men as a threat. And it’s caused me a lot of PTSD damage. So it’s not them, it’s me. But as the result of being sexually, emotionally and other forms…
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I’m trying to reverse it. Unfortunately years of being rejected for trauma therapy caused my dissociative PTSD to become CPTSD. I’m booking an FMRI to prove I have PTSD. My mental health was only created by traumatic events that were long lasting the psychological like moustache man, has been consistent throughout my life. We need…
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How do we reverse it? I don’t want dissociative PTSD and CPTSD. I’m an INFJ too. I have a moral compass though. The mental health team have to get me in for intensive trauma therapy, they don’t have a choice. Should I take it further if they refuse? It’s so important that history doesn’t repeat…
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This is temporary. I hate dissociative PTSD. Moustache man had it. He didn’t have NPD. My dad has NPD. Look up one of his speeches when he was talking about the spiritual realm. Still dislike him for what he did to all those people though. They should have let him into art college. He went…