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CPTSD/Disorders of extreme stress not otherwise specified

  • January 20, 2026

    CPTSD & Guilt

    I feel guilty about exposing the people who have abused me in life, feel guilty about letting my recent ex down as my brain automatically perceives men as a danger and a perpetrator during a crisis due to my prior emotional abuse experiences and sexual violence in childhood. I reacted against the BPD label because…

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  • January 20, 2026

    Knowing I’ll never be able to love again haunts me. Love breaks my nervous system. I sometimes wonder if I was never raped, would my body be able to feel safe in a relationship?

    If I knew what I know now, I’d have stayed single completely. As men have always been a trigger for my CPTSD, my body was slowly deteriorating until its ultimate collapse and now I’ve developed gynaecological issues as a result like extreme pain during sex, infertility, etc. If only I wasn’t raped or sexually abused…

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  • January 20, 2026

    I need to stay single. People don’t understand CPTSD. I loved you both, in each way. But I’m too damaged and broken because of childhood abuse: sorry. 🥹💔

    I have to stay single because I’ve been hurt repeatedly by men in childhood. And I’m not attracted to women. My nervous system always sees men as a threat. And it’s caused me a lot of PTSD damage. So it’s not them, it’s me. But as the result of being sexually, emotionally and other forms…

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  • January 20, 2026

    Did you know CPTSD has temporary narcissistic traits during a crisis if externally triggered? I was triggered again this week by the mental health team who are supposed to help us. God help me. I’m never going to get the right help for my PTSD am I? It’s been missed too long and caused long lasting damage.

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  • January 20, 2026

    Medical gaslighting needs to stop! We need to save humanity.

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  • January 20, 2026

    I’m transforming into something I never wanted to be. I need to fight the INFJ dark side. I’m not a political person in the slightest. My mum is, I’m not. Sociology and politics just happened to me by strongest subjects.

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  • January 20, 2026

    Can someone please tell God I don’t want to fully transform into an INFJ that attempts to save the world please and remove all the abusive men who hurt women? I didn’t ask for this. Get me down from the spiritual universe god. I might have a distinction in politics but I never wanted to be a politician. Let me down. Stop the spiritual awakening. I was born ADHD I hid it from the world growing up. Put me down.

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  • January 20, 2026

    Moustache man had dissociative PTSD – trust me on that one.

    I’m trying to reverse it. Unfortunately years of being rejected for trauma therapy caused my dissociative PTSD to become CPTSD. I’m booking an FMRI to prove I have PTSD. My mental health was only created by traumatic events that were long lasting the psychological like moustache man, has been consistent throughout my life. We need…

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  • January 19, 2026

    No, I don’t want to be an INFJ. We are not doing this. We are not doing this. Nope. Not today. I’m buying as many trauma therapy books as I can to reverse it. Not going to end up like him.

    How do we reverse it? I don’t want dissociative PTSD and CPTSD. I’m an INFJ too. I have a moral compass though. The mental health team have to get me in for intensive trauma therapy, they don’t have a choice. Should I take it further if they refuse? It’s so important that history doesn’t repeat…

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  • January 19, 2026

    I’m still fighting for my emotions and empathy back. Hold on. I might be an INFJ but I refuse to turn into moustache man. Dissociative PTSD is horrible. Nasty thing to have.

    This is temporary. I hate dissociative PTSD. Moustache man had it. He didn’t have NPD. My dad has NPD. Look up one of his speeches when he was talking about the spiritual realm. Still dislike him for what he did to all those people though. They should have let him into art college. He went…

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