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They ignored it. Then went silent. And Scotland are doing the same. To hurt me. I thought better of Scotland. I thought I’d get the right help. But I was wrong. It only took me 8 years to realise. To realise the truth. It never went away. Will people ever stop hurting me? Everyone tried…
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This is how people break you. Like. Glass.
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It’s hard to trust men when you’ve been hurt by so many when you’ve always been kind, creative, independent, alone. I brought myself up alone from a very young age. It would be really surprising not to have PTSD or CPTSD. We are only human. Anything can break us eventually if it’s prolonged enough. They’re…
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Born with ADHD, I finally accept me. Except abuse changed my brain effortlessly. Insomnia and rage creeps up out of nowhere, Fighting for help is hard, when no one cares. I used to be happy, have friends and be free, Now I know I’ve lost myself and no one can see. I have to fight…
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What does this belief say about me? What does that statement say about me? I’m permanently damaged. And since it all coming back I’ve now just realised I was never healed from the 2018 PTSD. I’m was living it but had dissociation. It kind of hurts when you realise it never actually went away and…
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So that’s why Steve Cargill didn’t want me to have trauma therapy for the PTSD/CPTSD. Now it makes sense. They’re actively seeking out neurodivergents and killing them. Well I’ll starve myself to death locked in my room before they try and get me. Steve said he doesn’t believe me about the ptsd because I’m too…
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I’m sitting there wondering why they’re trying to hurt me. I keep rocking. Paranoid of them. Watching over my shoulder. I’ve locked my bedroom door so they can’t get me. They know I’m divergent. ADHD so they want me dead. The real INFJ – ADHD with spiritual gifts. It’s extremely rare. So please, don’t let…
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It’s getting there…being able to share the process in real time is extraordinary. I love it. We are 50% of the way there we need to hold on. I’ve only ever met two other INFJ’s in my life I found online and they’ve messaged me saying “you can do it”… it’s hard, it’s painful, but…
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But really this is your second spiritual awakening after the first failed one in 2018 because you stabilised on sertraline, and this time had to relive 90% of your traumatic events so far. I’m making it through Carl Jung’s process. Have to push through as an INFJ. We will make it.
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Well this is fun. Well I guess my PTSD took a wild whip to the outer universe. I’m regenerating again. This time I don’t know who I’ll be. But we will find out.
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CPTSD/Disorders of extreme stress not otherwise specified 