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  • I was born autistic like my brother with inattentive ADHD symptoms. In 1997 I went on a farm trip to Bowman’s Open farm where my farm trip partner Tom Dowling was awarded millions by the local authority for becoming permanently disabled after contracting Ecoli 0157. The school became protective of me. Offered me 1:1, asked…

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  • NPD isn’t what people think it is. It isn’t ideas of fames or success, it’s a trauma response. A brain illness. I never became a narcissist myself – instead, I developed CPTSD. Unfortunately, CPTSD is often confused with PTSD when they’re two different conditions. Trust me, I know from experience. I need a lot of…

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  • The police call

    The police said they need me to get to get my PTSD medication. I haven’t even been able to shower or get dressed. My brain has been vibrating with all this. I never even wanted to go through this again. The issue is having two parents with severe mental health conditions. I never know which…

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  • I had to question if I was a narcissist. I know I’ve always known I was born with ADHD as it is connected to my hEDS. I have intermittent Dysphagia, can’t swallow food properly some days and can eat fine on some other days. I had a cancellation appointment from the hospital recently for the…

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  • Think about it. I was born with autism and inattentive ADHD symptoms, different from other children indoctrinated growing up. Then when I look at Donald Trump I see my dad. That’s why he thinks he’s a chosen one. All people with real ADHD do. They are all capable of spiritual awakenings. Johnny Depp – told…

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  • ADHD

    Let me explain. I came across a video that was speaking about ADHD on TikTok – the people with ADHD who have spiritual gifts. A government official said in another country about ADHD – the kids they kept hidden away in the 1950’s.. “There’s a new force of nature at hand, this time they’re back…

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  • I have court in a month, to decide if a legal error was made in 2018 when I first had my PTSD attacks. I was having this, but now it’s a million times worse. The UK government decided I wasn’t eligible for disability benefits at the time because I’ve had good jobs and an education.…

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  • This is modern day me.

    Welcome to the process. Here we go… The only man who wants me for me is Carl Jung right now. Am I going to come out transformed into an empath or a narcissist? If my natural personality is NPD like my father, I’ll be so fuming. Honestly. No one wants that illness. Believe me. I’m…

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  • PTSD attack

    Talking about this has sent me into intense panic, sickness, shaking, and gastrointestinal distress with tinnitus. I just coughed up a lot of jelly balls. My body has gone cold and tingly. This is when I usually call the ambulance as it’s the most intense fear you will ever feel. I’m unmedicated at the moment.…

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