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I started working on my PTSD symptoms 7 years ago. My 2018 results differ from my current results. I didn’t have the diagnosis at the time. I was told I was a borderline and was “attention seeking” so I had to find other ways to help myself. I suppose that’s why I have differentiated consciousness…
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Speaking about trauma is the first stage to processing your traumatic memories. I don’t dislike government institutions. I’m just baffled at how they’ve always laughed at me in distress because of the prior BPD label. The mental health team said “misdiagnosis do happen”. At least they apologised. Instead, I sent raw childhood paperwork to the…
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The Highland Council have triggered me back into my racing thoughts recently, external triggers. I keep having outbursts of emotion, pacing, headaches, feeling sick, but the UK government don’t think I’m disabled enough. Or ever did. They’re sending me to court to prove I was disabled for what I’m experiencing now and need social work…
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How I know I had CPTSD and so did Ernest Hemingway. In 2018; I experienced my first rapid cycling bipolar style mood swings. The police at the time were confused because they said “Most people don’t know that they have bipolar”. I had multiple rides in police cars at the time to the mental health…
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His childhood is very similar to mine. He was assumed to be narcissistic. Because of his hunting, fishing, but what if he really was ADHD/CPTSD like me? Besides; that doesn’t make any sense considering you can have people who are not narcissistic who hunt and fish. What if? I thought about this recently. My recent…
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My hands are twitching as I write this. I still need to pick up my Sertraline but my body is frozen. My memory distorted. The police think I’m oriented to time and place, but I’m not. My intelligence masks that. My intelligence has also made me be declined for disability benefits and support for my…
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The police said they need evidence. I’m publicly posting evidence. Not out of spite, but because I am tired of having to defend myself when I’ve stood on my own two feet in life. Ernest Hemingway is the only person I can trust. He was broken by the system too. He was scared. He was…
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They knew. They just covered it up. They didn’t want me to find out about something but begged me to take sertraline. You may as well admit my life is ruined now. I mean, it pretty much is. Isn’t it? So why does the legal system in Scotland want me to go to court and…
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He said he knows he has ADHD but he can’t go for an assessment because of his career as it will ruin his career due to laws and I’ll have to find another person with ADHD who is also accused of being narcissistic for my scientific studies. The only person I know is my dad.…
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I’m hated for knowing too much. I don’t have any friends. As Ernest Hemingway said “Write what hurts and most people never listen”. Write. What. Hurts.
CPTSD/Disorders of extreme stress not otherwise specified 