They want evidence. Okay. Let’s do that. Publicly… because communication doesn’t work… privately. Ever watched 13 reasons why? I’ve had PTSD since 2018. I wasn’t allowed back at work, but the DWP PIP penalised me for this, and so did the NHS mental health team. Occupational health said no? So, who really 🤔 covered up…

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Isn’t it funny that the conservative government gave me a home in England within two months due to the effects of trauma and abuse with no children, but the SNP make me want to prove that, then proceed with calling the police on me for showing them evidence? You’ve had seven years of evidence. And…

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There will be no more mental health discrimination or labels 🏷️ used against anyone anymore when it comes to mental health issues. We aren’t marked sheep in a field. 🙋‍♀️ Watch me change the system. No more breaking people down.

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This is a song for those who have ever been broken down into fragments by the system who were supposed to be there to protect us. The one’s who used your childhood trauma against you to say there was something wrong with your personality, the system that never provided you with a home when you…

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I’ve had many depressive episodes in life but not the type of depressive episodes that would make me want to intentionally end my life. More low levels of despair, anxiety, thought block. This is separate to my CPTSD and PTSD. I think I possibly have bipolar type 1 associated with creativity on top, but that’s…

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I’m not going to let that woman break me apart like she did on the phone that day. I’ve gone through more than enough than to be broken down by a woman who didn’t even know me. I experienced a different side to the council. A cruel, heartless, and bitter one. An organisation who judges…

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I’m meeting my social worker on Tuesday. I’m hoping she will come to the court case with me instead of my recent ex. I’ll be working through my PTSD workbook, and other things. The only reason why I’ve never received the appropriate support is because of my level of intelligence. I wish I wasn’t born…

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CPTSD makes you relive what hurt you in the present moment through emotional flashbacks. You’ll see vivid images in your mind, you’ll feel you are “back there”, sometimes you won’t even be aware of it. All these feelings and emotions rise to the surface: for example, when I came out of being sectioned my recent…

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I can’t stop laughing. It’s horrible. If I fall into mania I will not be happy. I’ve seriously messed my life up. Majorly. Why did I choose the wrong men. I didn’t know my brain was going to snap. I don’t want bipolar. I hate you.

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I have no choice but to choose platonic relationships. Falling in love with someone can make me seriously unwell, physically and mentally. It’s dangerous. Seriously dangerous hence I don’t want my recent ex to think it was him. I liked him a lot, loved him but wasn’t in love with him. I had to protect…

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