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They know they damaged me for life. It’s too late.
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To the woman who only ever loved and respected men, helped others, was creative, and saw the positive in everything. I’m sorry the system took everything from you. Your health, your life, and the ability to be you again. I’m sorry they’re trying to cover up their mistakes and cause you to live in the…
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It’s too late for me ever to recover, I know that. I did try to get help. No one listened. I think what hurts more is in 2018 when I was having my PTSD attacks, I never had emotional flashbacks – where your brain starts vibrating and you go into intense fear like you’re a…
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Today I realised that it wasn’t NHS England who covered up my PTSD but it was Steve Cargill and his team. Mistakes happen, but when it causes long lasting damage and they still continue to betray you and the effects are irreversible, what do you do? How do you fight to survive? I’ve gone through…
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You try living with it. You wouldn’t even survive it. Don’t even dare try and bring me down. I’ll always fight for my health and survival. Don’t think I’ll let a system betray me because I won’t. Maybe being neurodivergent and having CPTSD is a good combination after all.
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I live in intense fear from my traumas everyday. For years I was fighting for the support and for Steve Cargill and his team to try cover it up again and betray me like that has really broken me down. I don’t understand how someone can do that to someone. Now I have to get…
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The biggest battle in life you’ll ever face is fighting for your health and survival. To find out today my local mental health team were intentionally destroying me has broken my trust with them. I think I’ve realised now they made a mistake and are trying to cover it up. I want to study my…
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At first I was going to leave it, but seeing what they’ve done to prevent me getting the help I need and to cover their own backs. I don’t deserve that. I’m neurodivergent. And I’m going to make some changes to the system. They can’t get away with it. I’ve suffered too much and been…
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Imagine rocking in your room having random outbursts of emotion, intense fear and a vibrating brain with personality changes and NHS Highland knowing they’ve made the mistake and deliberately trying to reverse the CPTSD diagnosis. Well my dad has NPD. He only associates with high status people. If they don’t help me, the high status…
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To hell if they think they’ll put me through prolonged suffering. 4 different services saw my ptsd attacks in 2018. Including my healthcare job. And my recent ex said but that’s negligence. Never will I let a man try and destroy me again. Not after me reliving my traumatic events. Not this time. Well Steve,…
CPTSD/Disorders of extreme stress not otherwise specified 