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When I first had my heart broken I sat crying for 6 months then stayed single. All I ever wanted was one stable relationship and I was happily in love with my first ever long term relationship but his unpredictability would confuse me because of his BPD. I had rejection sensitivity dysphoria which would intensify…
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The spirtual universe is more fun than being stable anyway. You can trigger it everyday. I’d like that. We were a nightmare together. Now I’ve got your diagnosis you prune. Ffs. I have way too many ptsd attacks for this. I’d like to fall in love again without having ptsd attacks. So if you can…
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Any man can abuse me now for the rest of my life. Cheers to that. Looking forward to it. But my BPD comes and goes. The CPTSD is always there. So. You’re all welcome to abuse me now. You’ll get away with it. I’ll just suffer with my ptsd attacks in silence behind closed doors…
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Why do I get hand twitches when I think about you? Why do I lose my mind when I talk about you? We split up a decade ago. I take accountability of sleeping with your best friend after we split up. But you got someone else pregnant and paid for prostitution in Amsterdam. So guess…
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I have so many questions. Why were you wanting me one minute and not the next in our relationship? We were together since I was 17. Why did you split me and my new partners up multiple times then disappear again? But can’t stand to see me with anyone else? Who are you really? You…
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But you still let your best friend who was on bail punch me to the floor and drag me by the hair in that caravan and made excuses for him. You never loved me.
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Steven? Where did you go? Let me back in my flat. Why have you put a hole in my wall?
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This workbook has helped me more than Steve Cargill ever will. I think the government hate abused women. That’s what I think. 🤔
CPTSD/Disorders of extreme stress not otherwise specified 