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This is separate to my CPTSD and PTSD. Being born AuDHD I had to learn to mask from a very early age because ASD and ADHD runs in my family but it’s rare in the girls, but every one of the boys have it. We can go into an NI-TI loop. It feels like a…
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I was diagnosed with disorders of extreme stress not otherwise specified throughout my life and “mixed personality disorder” in England. Put these together, and you get CPTSD, and then my dissociative PTSD on top. What an internal battle Steve. Always the woman’s fault though. 🙃🥴 Ta-da.
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I really didn’t want the PTSD spiritual universe triggered you know… now I’m rolling my eyes and thinking where we go again, back in the ni-ti loop. INFJ existential crisis.
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I’ve got a headache, I’m pacing, nightmares, dissociating, I need the correct diagnosis down for court on the 26th that my ex has been summoned to. They’re the ones going to see the PTSD attacks. The police have been supportive of me, but then they always have. The paramedics have helped me through the worst…
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I keep ruminating over the letter. My nightmares have started back up, I had another ptsd attack. I’m angry because he took my voice and a chance at freedom from me, and betrayed me. It’s hard to trust men at the best of times. I think people are triggering it on purpose now and it’s…
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Now I can’t stop randomly laughing and pacing. This is all I need. England told me in 2018 “Not many people are as strong as you Natalie”. But I’m not a strong person though. And I’m not worth anything. I’m broken. They got me wrong. What even made them think at the time I was…
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That makes sense. My “schizophrenia” or outward bipolar type symptoms will only be present during my PTSD episodes but not my CPTSD episode. I have sudden outbursts of emotion that mimic MS with my CPTSD and avoidance, but PTSD is a whole other universe. I think it just got worse over time until my brain…
CPTSD/Disorders of extreme stress not otherwise specified 