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Life was better when I only had the ADHD and come and go PTSD to deal with. Now it’s so bad I think my heads going to explode and my body is going to fall apart. Men. Ruined me. Completely.
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I’m quarter Spanish. So I picked it up within a day.
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Inattentive ADHD is linked to my hEDS. But neurodivergents have different nervous systems to neurotypicals. There’s currently two species of human alive. God give us strength. What do we do? Surprisingly, my recent ex when I was playing the ADHD videos in women before the CPTSD hit because my brother has ADHD, he said “that’s…
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I always was against narcissism. I suppressed the narcissism within me because I couldn’t stand it. Only to realise that narcissism itself is actually ADHD whereas NPD and BPD are forms of childhood PTSD. I was rejecting the narcissism because of my father. I will list each of the NPD traits and say how my…
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I’ll pick it up better once I’ve got to a local charity that specialises in sexual abuse who might understand a bit better.
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And now my brain is permanently damaged. You can’t get away from yourself by moving from one place to another. Trust me.
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There’s something on my social services records – apparently a rumour went round that said I slept with my cousin as a child. I didn’t. But he did used to ask me to undress for him and all sorts. And so did my dad’s brother. Half are convicted for sexual abuse offences. I opened up…
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So that’s where my relationship PTSD comes from. So how do I fix that? 1. Get myself to a stable level, get my sertraline, and start it. I’m not strong enough to go through Carl Jung’s individuation process. I have too many long term physical effects of childhood sexual abuse. 2. Find a neurotypical man,…
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My BPD comes and goes. It has to be PTSD. I don’t fit in with the new term for BPD – EUPD, only the original 1938 term to describe traumatised women. So in other words, I have PTSD and CPTSD at the same time. Brilliant. How to tell the difference? RSD is pervasive BPD comes…
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I keep going into PTSD attacks when we speak and it’s not his fault. It’s the abuse I’ve experienced previously and I don’t know how to stop that so I can get some support from someone who knows me better than anyone else. My brain automatically registered him as a perpetrator during my crisis because…
CPTSD/Disorders of extreme stress not otherwise specified 