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My recent ex said “Natalie, you’re going to get arrested so try calm down please? You’re neurodivergent. I know I know. I just got additional ptsd attacks I never wanted. I said “since when you did you become the sensible one”. 😂😂😂 I was the sensible one. The creative one. He said I don’t know…
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Bipolar disorder type 1 associated with creativity is a brain illness. It’s not like other types of bipolar disorder and has a strong correlation with trauma and can be triggered externally. It’s a health issue that you’re more likely to have if you were born with Autism or ADHD and experienced trauma. It has a…
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To experience profound pain, is to write. As is to inflict profound pain, is to fight. Hurt people read books. Damaged people write them. I never wanted bipolar disorder type 1 associated with creativity on top of my CPTSD. I had no idea I actually had it for 19 years. I was gaslit my mental…
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You see. You’d have trusted them if you didn’t read the letter from your psychiatric nurse and find out they removed the records of you being in New Craig’s. Whilst they were plotting against you, don’t assume the “quiet one” wasn’t protecting herself. She has risen from flames… She has… Become… Someone different. Unprecedented. The…
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And this is one for the mental health team who try and tell me I’m someone I’m not and break my trust:
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My other long term ex goes “are you diagnosed with bipolar yet” – erm no, they told me I’m attention seeking, but I have developed CPTSD because of their clinical negligence if that helps? Same old story since 2007 with the bipolar lol. “You have BPD, you’re attention seeking” – oh P*** off. “We are…
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Between the 4th and 7th of November 2025 I was sectioned at New Craig’s hospital in Inverness because my recent ex partner noticed I hadn’t been okay for a few months. We both thought I had bipolar, because I’ve had episodes of bipolar type mood swings without PTSD attacks before, although this time I have…
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I think the worst part of the CPTSD for me is the heavy head, vibrating headache, dilated pupils, and the rocking back and forth, with the physical symptoms and you’ll be sitting there being able to express yourself but trying to remember information is challenging despite being able to read. I’m so numb, struggling to…
CPTSD/Disorders of extreme stress not otherwise specified 