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Talking about my traumas is re-traumatising me to the point my nervous system and brain has gone into overdrive. I can’t eat, can’t sleep, I’ve had the ambulance out again. They were really helpful tonight actually which was lovely so they’re going to try and sort things for me. I’m underweight, I look like I’ve…
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Symptoms tonight: I am praying this case gets taken to court so I can have my voice heard and change the mental health system. I have too much evidence. And I will not accept your label of BPD. You had your chances. I mean, Queen Mary – daughter of Henry VIII had these conditions too…
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It’s my dad. I have dated narcissists, psychopaths, whatever you want to call them. But I’ve been analysing them, for a very long time. Looking at why they are the way they are. To find solutions. To heal them in some way. To prevent further pain to society. They’re scared of me. Now I find…
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Imagine your body being trapped in a state of survival, fearing death constantly, having multiple physical symptoms including a brain that feels stuck in time, where you have to vividly remember your traumatic events whilst swinging between highs and lows, pacing, not knowing what day it is, forgetting things, intrusive thoughts, nightmares, night terrors, which…
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When you’re broken by the system, don’t forget to leave your legacy and change the system for better. For everyone. That’s true meaning of power. No one understands me. I’m avoidant. Have PTSD attacks. Trauma states. And last night I was told, but it’s BPD. Well you really need to go back and study psychology…
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These were my two diagnoses in England. Unfortunately, Scotland don’t have a very good mental health system, so I’m going to explain how you know if your symptoms are BPD or CPTSD. Click to access Case-Studies-6.pdf This is a paper on DESNOS which arises from chronic childhood trauma which is what I had. Alongside this,…
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I’m going to make sure the mental health system changes so what happened to me doesn’t happen to anyone else. If you want to survive without getting arrested I have some tips:
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To my refused me medication wrote lies on my mental health notes over the years, and labelled me as BPD. Ignored me. Belittled me. So now my PTSD symptoms are so severe, they’re now trying to use the one trigger – emotional abuse against me for my CPTSD to keep me in a crisis: That…
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Please no!! I’m at number 9. Make it stop.
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Well guess I’ll always be swinging from a high to a low like Ernest Hemingway. Not unless they get their act together. No idea why. And then they changed it back to BPD. But I’ve got PTSD on top of my CPTSD. I mean it’s simple psychology. This is why the letter made no sense…
CPTSD/Disorders of extreme stress not otherwise specified 