CPTSD/Disorders of extreme stress not otherwise specified

I’m damaged for life. Autism and ADHD run in my family, it’s genetic – my dad has ADHD, my brother has it. It’s rare in the girls in my family.

I can only hope it’s not, but I can’t drive I lost my executive functioning since 2018, more than before, but tbh, I had difficulties with inattentive ADHD since birth so my motor skills have always been poor and 47% of Autistic individuals develop bipolar in later life – the PTSD and CPTSD is related to trauma – now I’ve only just realised. I was right. Now I’ve got to deal with CPTSD on top of it which is painful.

That’s my life over.

Damage has already been done to my brain. Hence I have CPTSD and PTSD.

Had the BPD label used against me in England.

The system needs to stop throwing labels around they know nothing about and diagnose people with the right ones and understand what they’re diagnosing. It’s not a game. You’re playing with people’s lives.

It’s a brain injury. And causes permanent damage.

I sometimes wonder if they listened to me when younger, if my body and brain would be okay now?

Yeah, they don’t understand some conditions. They never did.

My brains never going to be okay again. It’s too late. Now I’ll have to pay for an FMRI to assess the damage that’s been caused.

Source: Kanye West’s statement.

It’s so weird, that Kanye West for what’s separate to my CPTSD is being told by the best psychiatrists in the world it’s autism too.

“I have found comfort in Reddit forums of all places. Different people speak of being in manic or depressive episodes of a similar nature. I read their stories and realized that I was not alone. It’s not just me who ruins their entire life once a year despite taking meds every day and being told by the so-called best doctors in the world that I am not bipolar, but merely experiencing “symptoms of autism”.

My words as a leader in my community have global impact and influence. In my mania, I lost complete sight of that.”