Reading this stuff triggers memories back I had hidden away.

I rarely went to school. I will be honest. It was difficult to concentrate, but it’s been my normality for a very long time that part. That’s normal.

This was me since birth. On top of what’s formally known as Asperger’s Syndrome. Because of the stigma associated with ADHD, my ADHD has never been picked up – my male siblings have, but it presents differently in girls.

When I do eventually catch up with my topics of interest, I do very well with the correct support.

No one will ever understand me. I’ve had a very traumatic, painful life.

And I’ve always been on my own.

I failed myself tonight. I had nightmares, woke up in sweats, and had a bad PTSD attack in A&E.

I wish they’d stop.

Eventually they will. I hope.

I can only dream Carl Jung is correct.


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