CPTSD/Disorders of extreme stress not otherwise specified

Why did I have to be an INFJ? Any other personality type would have been fantastic. Thanks God. Appreciated.

When I get my hands on the CIA for awakening the INFJ.

We are rare you know. I’m not what you’re looking for. Basically I think the US wanted another true INFJ-t. They just didn’t expect it to be a woman. 👩 They’re probably thinking “Oh no, a woman INFJ-t is so rare, people have more chance of getting hit by lightning ⚡️ than meeting one in real life.

I’m that unlucky. Yep. 👍

Is this why I developed trichotillomania at 7 years old, is this why I went through my first PTSD attacks 7 years ago at the time the above video was made?

What do they want with a real INFJ-t? We are trying to survive you know.

What’s your mission? I’m so confused.

So they want real INFJ-s but for what?

Can MI6 give me a phone call please? That would be great because I want to know.

I don’t want psychological abilities, coincidences, or pattern recognition thank you. And definitely not to relive all my traumatic events. That’s not fair. Definitely not. Nope. I’m having a nervous breakdown.

Why do this to me. I don’t want to be an INFJ. I was born this way.

Do MI6 fancy coming to an agreement and giving me a completely different personality type? Can we meet? Have a cuppa. Let’s discuss this. Just give me a common personality type please? 🙏

Trauma is all I’ve known. 😏 We are not leaders. We like our isolation. We usually isolate ourselves and connect patterns.

I better survive this if your experiment works with me. I will see what “powers” come out of this awakening, but if I’m not going to like it you’ll know about it. Trust me on that one.

This is horrible.

I got tinnitus, coughing up blood, which is also in the bible by the way.

This is so horrible. Real spiritual awakenings are supposed to be the most painful experience any human could go through and only 1% of people make it out alive.

See why I’ve got PTSD now. Can the government open up a little rehabilitation centre for INFJs currently going through a spiritual awakening? That would be great 👍 because I can’t do this.