CPTSD/Disorders of extreme stress not otherwise specified

So who’s the perpetrator of my CPTSD? I’ve had CPTSD since I was 9 months old because my childhood records state I could talk at 9 months old in sentences. CPTSD makes you talkative. You can say, that well. I developed PTSD in 2018, which they ignored, I suppose, and now I have a double whammy of CPTSD for different events. How fun for me.

It’s my dad.

I have dated narcissists, psychopaths, whatever you want to call them.

But I’ve been analysing them, for a very long time. Looking at why they are the way they are. To find solutions. To heal them in some way. To prevent further pain to society.

They’re scared of me.

Now I find a major trauma therapist as NHS Highland refused me to see if I can become the woman I was never able to become and have a chance at healing and survival.

See when you’ve been emotionally abused since birth by a Henry VIII, of course my CPTSD levels and PTSD levels will be off the scale.

As I said, my trauma childhood paperwork is 800 pages long.

I mean, the mental health team couldn’t identify CPTSD?

Hmm. A bit strange. Considering my history.

I had the reading ability of 12 year old at the age of 3.

And now I have PTSD untreated PTSD that has lead to a double whammy of CPTSD.

Trauma trauma trauma.

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