CPTSD/Disorders of extreme stress not otherwise specified

Symptoms tonight:

1. Eyes twitching.
2. Vertigo
3. Breathlessness
4. Palpitations
5. Sore throat
6. Panic
7. Rocking back and forth
8. Twitches in face

I am praying this case gets taken to court so I can have my voice heard and change the mental health system.

I have too much evidence. And I will not accept your label of BPD.

You had your chances.

I mean, Queen Mary – daughter of Henry VIII had these conditions too right? Endometriosis. A number physical ailments – also in the ptsd workbook.

See you all have a lot to learn about mental health.

I was only with Autism and ADHD.

I never had a personality disorder. I had CPTSD since I was a baby and developed PTSD in my adulthood.

That’s why I’m reliving multiple events.

Pretty cool eh?

I mean, you could read all about it, but you were only interested in labelling. Not listening.

As Ernest Hemingway said “when people talk, listen completely. Most people never listen”.

Yeah. But it took me so long to figure out this is what it really was.

And you still refused me therapy. Hmm?

Well, I hope you have a good excuse.

It can’t get any worse than this.

I suppose.

Allow me to reintroduce myself. I’m the daughter of a real narcissist.

I was built on trauma. I’m an INFJ.

And I have CPTSD and PTSD at the same time.

But you just wanted to hurt me. Leave me to deal with all the flashbacks myself and all the physical things that come with it. Because you’re not even human.