CPTSD/Disorders of extreme stress not otherwise specified

To my refused me medication wrote lies on my mental health notes over the years, and labelled me as BPD. Ignored me. Belittled me.

So now my PTSD symptoms are so severe, they’re now trying to use the one trigger – emotional abuse against me for my CPTSD to keep me in a crisis:

That is heartless. So heartless.

Because they know the crisis can last months. They know what they’re doing to me.

I’ve got a solicitor involved because I’m not in a fit state to advocate for myself and it’s already caused permanent damage and I’m not happy with the level of discrimination. And I think it’s impossible to come out of now due to me experiencing chronic trauma and emotional abuse since a young child. Hence my PTSD scores are so high.

My trauma paperwork is 800 pages long. How am I going to heal from this?

It’s hard enough living with it. I’m trying my best. Complex trauma has really changed my brain. I need to find ways to heal it. It’s the most painful thing I’ve ever gone through. Sertraline fixed it in 2018, but now I’m stuck and have no way out.

We need to make sure people with mental illnesses are treated better please so they can get the right support.

So I’d appreciate it if someone went undercover as in get sectioned or get an actor in to expose cover ups higher up in NHS Highland health board because they’ve damaged my brain and when they realised it was their mistake they made things worse and gave me back the BPD label.