CPTSD/Disorders of extreme stress not otherwise specified

I’m pacing and going into outbursts of emotion with a vibrating headache. I wish people didn’t abuse me in life – I’d have a positive life and future, now I’ve got no hope of recovery because of NHS mental health teams cover ups except I found out why they did it – did some digging like a police investigator.

Steve Cargill is associated with the managers of the NHS Highland board. So if it wasn’t their mistake with my misdiagnosis, then they would have no reason to cover my CPTSD and PTSD up. They would have written the truth so I think Steve took that opportunity to put on the letter a classic lie because that is the assumption that people with BPD lie, and then trigger me externally to bring up those survival mechanisms to then say she is a borderline because they had no awareness of what complex PTSD is. He’s messed himself up here, because my GP surgery who knew me in England, including four other services told the mental health team I had PTSD at the time from an emotionally abusive incident as I also have childhood trauma. They covered this up because the man worked for the NHS. So I’ve been through it before.

The thing is, they’ve gone so silent that I’m just sitting there thinking – you should emotionally abuse me some more because I get ideas. I just read a news article that said striking discovery that mental health conditions change the brain.

Are they for real?

Well yeah, that’s how it works…It’s common sense. I’m done with humanities intelligence. They need to evolve. A neurotypical world is a dangerous one.