CPTSD/Disorders of extreme stress not otherwise specified

They basically said that considering the amount of trauma I have had in childhood, you will get a personality disorder. No, that’s not correct. Especially for an INFJ because our whole make-up is trauma. We are built on trauma. It’s very rare to meet an INFJ but people know about it when they abuse them.

If my symptoms are caused by trauma, which it is, because it has nothing to do with my core personality, then it’s CPTSD. I mean, it really is such simple science. Especially when during a crisis – people with CPTSD have the core traits of BPD anyway which aren’t present when they’re stable. So they’re really grinding my gears at their level of intelligence. It’s mind boggling. So they refused trauma therapy, lied on a letter about me, basically knowing I have PTSD and waiting for me to get angry at them so they can say see, BPD. Yeah, well if you’re going to emotionally abuse me my recent ex will stand up for me and he was with me for six years so good luck with that one.

He protects abused women. That’s why I still trust him. You lot NHS Highland on the other hand, used the one thing that triggers my PTSD – emotional abuse against me, and did it to me again, when I was already having PTSD attacks. And then deleted the sectioning records from my file. Isn’t that right Steve Cargill?

You can try to tear me down, but causing someone intentional suffering to save yourselves is so heartless. I can’t wait for someone to investigate them. I would, personally. I think BBC should get involved and go undercover.