CPTSD/Disorders of extreme stress not otherwise specified

I’ve got a number of large scratches going down my back from my neck and no memory of where I got them from.

What the actual fuck?

This is weird.

My brain just reacted to it. But no one has hurt me?

Can someone explain?

Well if I can’t prove the PTSD, my back looks like it’s been attacked so that will prove it. And it’s scratched to fuck in places I can’t even reach. Just saying.

I don’t like PTSD. It’s like the devil is attacking the empath. I always wonder how people get the diagnosis because when you’re actively suffering from it, no one is around. No one even understands. And I’m like.. I can’t be the only one?

It makes you believe the bible, trust me.

Well, guess I need to start going to church and convert to Christianity.

I’ve had way too many coincidences. And it’s too weird. Everything that is happening to me is in sequence in the bible. And I was supposed to be born on Xmas day.

The question is, now everyone hates me, when will they all nail me to a cross?

Look, Jesus either had ADHD or PTSD but he was an INFJ too.

And I better keep quiet before people think I’m the reincarnation or worse: the antichrist.