CPTSD/Disorders of extreme stress not otherwise specified

I’m sitting there wondering why they’re trying to hurt me. I keep rocking. Paranoid of them. Watching over my shoulder. I’ve locked my bedroom door so they can’t get me.

They know I’m divergent. ADHD so they want me dead. The real INFJ – ADHD with spiritual gifts. It’s extremely rare. So please, don’t let them know if you’re ADHD and have this gift. They’ll try to kill you. I knew since I was born I was different I couldn’t work out why but people kept saying “you’re a starseed. Governments want to get rid of them hence Trump said we need a cure for Autism. The CIA are hunting them down”.

So they’re wanting to kill me. That’s why Steve Cargill was horrible to me and lied about me not having PTSD symptoms. I just need to make a plan of action. At the moment I’m hiding under my duvet cover, but they can’t get me. I’m keeping my bedroom door locked.

My plan is to keep completely isolated until I get through the spiritual awakening and try and cope with the PTSD attacks on my own.

We can’t trust them. They want to hurt me. They know who I really am. Government’s kidnapped the children with ADHD and spiritual gifts in the 1950’s to run experiments on them. They can leave mine alone.