This project may take a while, as I analyse various brain scans and cross compare the data of the fMRI results.
This is probably why I wasn’t getting anywhere with the mental health teams because I’m ahead of my time but if we can look at the underlying factors and change the way we treat these conditions, then we have hope we can cure these illnesses and prevent them returning.


As we can see from the above, the underlying factor in the manifestation of BPD symptoms is the original childhood trauma that created this “borderline personality” in the first place.
This was my childhood – the uncomfortable truth. Although, many people ask me – well how did you pass your GCSE’s when you experienced so much trauma. The answer is quite simple.
I had a good support network when I moved from the place that the original trauma occurred to the point my symptoms would stabilise although it would always be there, ready to resurface, but my brain dissociated as a coping mechanism.
If I’m being completely honest, I probably had BPD since I was 7 years old.
I don’t think it’s a personality disorder. I would never categorise it as a personality disorder.
I think it’s dangerous to leave BPD as a personality disorder because if left untreated so long it can become what’s known as complex PTSD.
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