The old me has passed away, I’m awakened

My dad has real NPD,

My brain is setting it free.

My mother has real BPD,

I’m an INFJ.

How to be an INFJ? One parent has to have NPD, the other BPD.

You become an empath with an INFJ brain.

The problem with being an INFJ is, your dark side is narcissism. Your light side is empathy.

When you transform, you either transform into a fully transitioned Narcissist, or a full empath.

I prayed to be an empath… but only God chooses who I will transform into.

When you go through the spiritual awakening, it can go either way.

You either turn all evil, or pure good.

I will fight the evil, so I can be wholly good. 💕

There’s two types of INFJ (you’re basically born with CPTSD). Science has proven it’s evident in babies. 👶

Adolf H…

Jesus/Carl Jung

(I want to be a Carl Jung please 🙏).

When you go through the spiritual awakening process, the most painful process in the world, you take on the different personality types of your abusers and expose them to the world before you fully transform into who you were always meant to be.

Some people let this process destroy them. Only 1% survive this process. If you medicate it, it always returns.

You have to fight it, and survive it, to become enlightened. I medicated it in 2018.

This time….

I’m going to see what happens.

I hate the bipolar part of me sometimes, but type 1 has less severe depressive episodes that can last hours or days.

It’s very common for CPTSD and bipolar type 1 to co-occur. You are 10x more likely to have Bipolar type 1 associated with creativity if you have CPTSD.

Both need DBT and trauma therapy.


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