I was happy. Once. That all changed in 2018. When I had my first ever major dissociative PTSD attacks. Now it’s CPTSD. thanks for letting me down Steve Cargill and NHS Highland. And destroying my brain permanently I hope you’re satisfied with yourselves.

Because you all realised your mistake.

And then, tried to cover it up again.

Well it’s permanent now.

You’ve just made yourselves look guilty.

That’s why you’re so so silent.

But you know, when you do something like that to someone? Don’t do it to someone who’s had an extremely traumatic childhood and is neurodivergent. 1. I have Autism & ADHD, number 2. I have CPTSD and dissociative PTSD with a hint of bipolar, possibly.

Because you’ll cause damage, a volcanic eruption, an explosion. You’ll cause an avalanche of such intense pain and distress, that it changes the brain forever.

See, I knew your game, ages ago.

When you noticed my physical issues were in the PTSD workbook, and noticed you missed the PTSD, and I started to blame England, now it’s CPTSD, you decided to take that back, remove the sectioning records, and cause unnecessary suffering, so you thought – we can change it back to BPD. But little did you know. I’m a real life INFJ. I’m a phenotype. A different kind of human species. The rarest personality type in the world. When people mess with an INFJ. They enter an ni-ti loop and have a spiritual awakening.

So… the question is, if you can hurt me deliberately, why should I use my empathy to forgive you?

Am I correct?

INFJ’s often are. 90% of the time. We see through manipulation tactics because our parents were autistic narcissists.

See we were built on survival.

We have pattern recognition.

See, I’m a very forgiving person. But have you ever heard of the INFJ doorslam?

So sit back, and enjoy the public expedition of my CPTSD – it might teach you some empathy. I bet you loved every moment of breaking an abused woman down.

Because. You. Did. Just. That.

And guess. What? You’ve finally succeeded. I thought as “psychologists” you’d know better than to mess with an INFJ.


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