CPTSD/Disorders of extreme stress not otherwise specified

The intense fear of re-triggering myself has sent my brain pacing and vibrating.

I honestly can’t believe Steve Cargill did this to me again when I was just pulling through the first crisis.

I was almost there.

Now I have to fight it all over again.

Some people can be cruel can’t they?

He’s proved his letter to be false and defamatory anyway, because other services outside the mental health team have seen my PTSD attacks.

So they can’t cover it up, no matter how hard they want to.

They have gone very silent on me though. Too silent.