Excuse me, social services but I was 13. The older men targeted me. No, I’m talking. They targeted me. They were like 40 odd and would touch me up and do all sorts. Always the woman’s fault and no I wasn’t on drugs. I hate drugs.

January 20, 2026

Men. This is why Steve Cargill doesn’t want to give me trauma therapy for it so my CPTSD and dissociative PTSD gets worse over time.

Oh well. They damaged me.

Steve Cargill said I have to accept it’s my fault because I’m the one with BPD.

So I’m internalising that and trying to accept it’s my fault. But sometimes I just think, men like to target children.

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CPTSD/Disorders of extreme stress not otherwise specified