CPTSD/Disorders of extreme stress not otherwise specified

They all blamed me.

Then gave me the BPD label.

I thought Scotland was different,

I was wrong.

I didn’t want to be wrong,

But they’ve proven it to me.

Steve did.

You can’t trust anyone in this world,

They’ll take what happened to you and make you out to the be the problem rather than give you the therapy you need to recover and finally live.

They’ll lie on your notes, they’ll always blame the woman.

For the first time in a year I’m going to self harm to take the pain away.

My brain is stuck, it’s slowly trying to kill itself.

To all the men who made me feel worthless, I only have you all to thank.