CPTSD/Disorders of extreme stress not otherwise specified

I’m just curious.

1. I don’t know if Patrick has said something because he works for the services even though he was a complete douche to me when I was in a flashback of my childhood. So it wasn’t me actually present at the time, well it was but I was living in the past like child whilst being in the present? Does that even make any sense? He saw my PTSD attacks.

It’s in the PTSD workbook anyway. Yeah that part is a bit strange but it’s funny at the same time.

2. England MH team because the man who emotionally abused me works for the MH team in 2018 hence they kept an eye on me up until my brain started deteriorating about a year ago.

3. Scotlands MH team Steve, Lara and Denise. Because Lara came round my ex partners house when we first got together and said “What are you doing with her she has BPD”.

My next steps is to let the courts decide at the justice centre next week when I print everything. Then I won’t be so confused about who’s preventing me from getting the correct long term support to recover.

I have the PTSD letters from 2018 and my exes word for my PTSD attacks, so that hopefully should be enough.

But it’s like 1000 pages, it’s big enough to be like a book. My history should be a book called

A series of unfortunate traumas that created an INFJ.

Yep. 👍