This is going to be an awful next couple of months for me. Not only did I just have to deal with the CPTSD and PTSD I now have to try and calm the mania but I need my sertraline to calm the PTSD which intensifies the mania. And if I take a mood stabiliser it’s going to be bad for the CPTSD. I’m screwed. I’m in catch 22. This isn’t good. Steve Cargill messed that one up for me. I needed trauma therapy. Why ignore me? Hmm? Why write lies?

January 18, 2026

😂😂😂

Ffs. 🤦‍♀️

So I have to do what I did in 2018. Wait to come out the mania and then take the sertraline to calm the PTSD.

But I can’t be in mania when I take it otherwise I’ll be dancing on top of buildings and my bones will break because of my Ehlers Danlos Syndrome.

As Jim Carrey said “when the cookie crumbles”…

I need trauma therapy. I have both bipolar and CPTSD with my AuDHD I was born with. Why are they so thick?

I was diagnosed with CPTSD because my psychiatrist saw my PTSD attacks!!!!

So why change it Steve? Do you know something I don’t? Spit it out. Haven’t got all day.

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